I’m too nice.

Instead of the drama, I’d like to have fun too. It seems as if I’m getting left out in a lot of things. Kind of upsets me. I’m getting irritated with everyone assuming I’ll be their DD. 

My bf took me shooting at the Gun Room. And I can’t wait to go shooting for my birthday at Forrest Hill. Pew pew pew!!

Small gestures like this make me feel special and appreciated. I wasn’t expecting anything at all and he surprised me with flowers =P teehee. Ignore the remote haha

What makes a man realize that he wants to marry you? Because I sure as hell was shocked when he told other people and myself that I’m the girl he wants to marry. I’m happy though =] And I’m proud that I stuck it out and never gave up on hope. Maybe my patience does pay off.

I always give people the benefit of the doubt. I allow people their mistakes. All my heart is always given to everyone 100%. If not, where will they learn from? 

eatsleepdraw:

i may be plain but i have colorful beams! :D

eatsleepdraw:

i may be plain but i have colorful beams! :D

(Reblogged from eatsleepdraw)

Another restless night

Another night; I can’t sleep a wink. Some things are a little too much to take in at pnce. But idk, can I really believe things will change? I don’t want to be gulliable I told you I can’t wait forever, now you’re scared to lose me. You’re even sorry I’m putting up with everything. That my love, is called a ride or die chick. Cherish me, or can vanish into thin air.

Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again…. Skinned knees are easier to heal than broken hearts.

Davy’s bachelor party last night

Last night the boys threw Davy’s a bachelor party. Their plans were to hit up R15, which is a bar in downtown, and then grab a taxi over to centerfolds and toss their money at girls. In all their fun, i also decided to have some fun myself! Why not? =] Invited a few friends over to play cards and drink a bit. But I had to drop off the guys in downtown so i felt bad for leaving my company at home for 30 minutes. Anyway, the surprise of the night for me after my friends went home. One, the guys came home earlier than expected and shit faced drunk expect for my bf, SURPRISINGLY. 2, I asked everyone how the strip club was and the guys told me all my bf did was talk about me the whole night. Kept mentioning I had more ass than the strippers and that he’d rather go to Victoria’s secret and have me rock lingerie. So that being said, it made me blush because that was the first thing he mentioned when he walked into the door. Came and plopped down next to me on the couch with his arm around me. Talked about his experience at the strip club and that he was sorry, not quite sure why he said sorry (borderline drunk i guess). Maybe because he didn’t really enjoy his time haha. But it made my night, because this is a big difference in toe. And made me blush when all the guys busted him out about talking about me all night. Great night over all. And its great to know, my bf still thinks I’m a sexy bitch with ass. All smiles and joy. So contrats to the their buddy to who’s getting married in two weeks!